This is week 4 of my half marathon training. And I guess I keep expecting it to get easier. But I also think I need to realize that running has never been easy for me, and that this just isn't ever going to be "easy"...
I also realized this morning, that I am my own worst enemy. I have probably mentioned before that I think I can't go any further, so I don't. And I KEEP doing that! You'd think after a year of running I'd stop with the negative thinking, but no. I still sabotage myself on almost every run.
So, here's my pledge to myself again that I'll say I CAN. I have no other choice. I am strong, I am determined and I don't like to fail. So, I will do this. And I also need to remind myself that this is supposed to be fun. I'm not running to win the race. I'm doing it to prove to myself that I can - no matter how long it takes me to cross that finish line! I can do this!!
~ Courtney